As I perceived things to be absolutely hopeless, an unexpected series of events highlighted my unresolved core trauma, which is so dark that it was hard to face.
The human experience has been characterized by fear and suffering and we all have blood on our hands. Yet, in order to enter better and higher timelines, we have to forgive ourselves to cut the ties to the past.
I was forced to look at some of my repressed shadows and realized that I have been doing what I perceived in others, i.e. to use romantic relationship fantasies as a distraction from my internal healing journey.
I requested a palm leaf reading, which provided interesting hints on my spirit guides, previous incarnations and my soul’s destiny.
Another healing session yielded a vision of the reactivation of an old steam locomotive, where I encountered Nikola Tesla, who provided me with an upgrade to my higher abilities.
After I cleared some of my own traumas, that blocked my view, I realized that our religious beliefs are tampered with by lower entities to keep us from facing our darkest shadows.
My main lesson from living in the city is that pain is an excellent teacher and a necessary part of life. The quicker we accept this, learn from it and move on, the easier life becomes.
I came to realize that only if we truly reach the highest levels of self-love, we can unconditionally love other people around us.
During a shamanic session, I suddenly found myself in a sarcophagus in a pyramid’s burial chamber in ancient Egypt.
Despite thinking that I had already overcome my issues regarding romantic relationships, an extremely challenging situation forced me to go inwards and reflect deeply about it again.